Yesterday was a rough day because my body was full of pain. I laid around mostly in and out of bed, just waiting to be healed. The more I recollected Captain's loving look into my eyes the other day, the more I trusted that He would surely bring His healing. In fact, the Spirit had told me that it was His love which brought my healing. I knew it would come, but didn't know when. So, I just waited.
This morning I woke up, and healing had come!!! As I stood out on the deck, my hair blowing in the wind, I realized that I didn't hurt anymore. The time had come to be healed. His timing full of wisdom! I ran up to Captain, at the helm, and fell down at His feet in praise, to which He lifted my head to gaze into my eyes. It seemed He was touched by my being touched my Him.
I smiled at Him and He at me. At that moment, we were One. Him in me, and I in Him. Where did He begin? Where did I end? This holy synergy was mesmerizing and captivating me.
I realized in that moment that it was necessary for me to wait on Him to be healed, in order for me to now experience this moment to the degree that I was. If I had been healed before, I wouldn't have cherished it so much. Only after experiencing pain sometimes, can we truly value not having it. Captain knows each one of us so intimately that He alone bring His healing at the exact place in time to get the supreme effect He desires it to have.
And now, was my time. Time to fall in love with Him more deeply and time to trust Him more fully. It was happening because of the moment He has chosen. This love He was instilling in me would carry me through, with or without my love. That is why He took me on this journey; to heal me body, soul and spirit.
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