Since we've left the island, I haven't wanted to do much except sit and stare into the sea around me. My activities there were so fulfilling and meaningful, I am experiencing a kind of let down as the ship goes methodically up and down. It reminds me of the dull routines of life, with a distinct, yet predictable pattern.
My mind wanders wondering what my love is doing while on ship with Captain. He is probably busy doing maintenance work, or anything his hand can find to do, because I know he likes to have something to do at all times. I wonder if he is thinking of me, or if he has? It would feel good to be missed.
Captain is extra quiet today. He seems to be standing back from me, as if He wants me to hear his voice in the wind. I listen for awhile. He is telling me that I am transitioning to the earth, as I've been in heavenly places when on the island, and that I don't need to worry. He is telling me that He will help me find my place again.
I'm wondering if I want to find my place, or even if I like being in the earthly realm again. It seems so dry here. So dull. So dead. But, if I have to be here, then I will accept it as Captain's desire for me now.
So, rock back and forth I go, as the ship goes who knows where. The only consolation is that Captain is here with me. I think I'll go up and talk to Him, as I need to hear His comforting words, and see Him face to face.
My mind wanders wondering what my love is doing while on ship with Captain. He is probably busy doing maintenance work, or anything his hand can find to do, because I know he likes to have something to do at all times. I wonder if he is thinking of me, or if he has? It would feel good to be missed.
Captain is extra quiet today. He seems to be standing back from me, as if He wants me to hear his voice in the wind. I listen for awhile. He is telling me that I am transitioning to the earth, as I've been in heavenly places when on the island, and that I don't need to worry. He is telling me that He will help me find my place again.
I'm wondering if I want to find my place, or even if I like being in the earthly realm again. It seems so dry here. So dull. So dead. But, if I have to be here, then I will accept it as Captain's desire for me now.
So, rock back and forth I go, as the ship goes who knows where. The only consolation is that Captain is here with me. I think I'll go up and talk to Him, as I need to hear His comforting words, and see Him face to face.
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